that's the thing. i just don't know. i think about things that i want to do, but then i get intimidated. i'm tired of trying new things, making new friends, only to be left behind or laughed at. i think i'm overly sensitive. and i don't think it's NORMAL, but for me it's the only way i've ever been.
i always blank on questions like this... positive positive positive. perhaps, i just want to be able to get through this month and to the promise of a "fresh" new year. though, the changing of the calendar doesn't necessarily change my present. i dunno. but thanks.
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i think about things that i want to do, but then i get intimidated. i'm tired of trying new things, making new friends, only to be left behind or laughed at.
i think i'm overly sensitive. and i don't think it's NORMAL, but for me it's the only way i've ever been.
i always blank on questions like this... positive positive positive. perhaps, i just want to be able to get through this month and to the promise of a "fresh" new year. though, the changing of the calendar doesn't necessarily change my present. i dunno. but thanks.