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prosicated ([personal profile] prosicated) wrote2003-12-02 02:28 pm

mimetic: anonymous comments meme

I'm sorry, my brain is fried and I'm getting such a kick out of reading other people's anonymous post memes that I need to do it too.

Please respond to this entry anonymously. There is no theme or reason, I am just curious to hear from any and all of you who read this. I would love it if all of you would respond.
Post anything. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a question. Post your fears, loves, lusts or hates. Post the lyrics to a song or the words to a poem. Post whatever you like.
Whatever you reply with, be sure to do so anonymously and honestly. Post as often as you like and check back to see any responses.

I have turned off IP logging. When (and if) I turn it back on, I will update this post to protect anyone who comes to the game late. All comments should be anonymous, I will screen all posts with user names as soon as I see them (and possible repost them as anonymous).

Thanks for playing,kids!

(Anonymous) 2003-12-02 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
It's hard, balancing two relationships, especially when one is not so healthy. Why are you still in the second one if it makes you so unhappy?

(Anonymous) 2003-12-02 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
neither of them are all that healthy, really.

the first one is full of trepidation and being scared and not understanding but really not wanting to understand because knowing means figuring things out and sometimes you just don't want to go there. it's fucking wonderful and thoughts of her flood my head at all hours, even those hours spent sleeping next to her. i missed that feeling a whole lot. it scares me.

the second one... oof! the second one is my contribution to fuck-up-dom. it's multiple years, the last being terrible. it's love and anger and a lack of communication. it's moving to a new place and not wanting to do that because, well, because that would just not be a good idea and it would make things worse. it's not going anywhere and i don't think it ever was (that's a lie, of course, but one i'm willing to think right now).

pretty funny situation, eh?

(Anonymous) 2003-12-03 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
thoughts of her flood my head at all hours, even those hours spent sleeping next to her.

*smile* That's one of my favorite things about the balancing act. Life is always new and exciting and you can't ever ever take either one for granted because then the whole thing will come tumbling down so you're continually falling in love all over again because if you weren't than it just wouldn't be worth the work.
Or maybe that's just me.

Sadly, the second sounds pretty normal too. Too many people compromising their selves for the sake of familiarity.